I was in the airport last week for six hours. And while I was there, I had a moment of pure ______________. It occurred to me that I had my passport and enough funds on my person to get out of the country. Options: Casablanca, Lima, Sydney, Riga, Hong Kong, Ulan Bator.
Seriously. I could have been gone. Just gone. Deferring problems so great and terrible that the very wizard himself would have fled the curtain and run screaming from the set. I could have been drinking fermented horse milk (and stuff like that). In Ulan Bator. (Latvia, I hear, is also an excellent option. Someday I will go).
I did not board a flight for some foreign land. I exited the airport and took my passport and my small accumulation of cash (some of which isn't even mine) and went... home.
Instead I am going to try to make my life work. Fix up the broken pieces and toss out that which cannot be fixed. All from right here: New York City.
Latvia will have to wait, but when I do make it there, I sincerely hope that I am wearing a set of raggedy overalls.
And how are you?
Love,
Nina
PS Photo from some recent decade when overalls were fashionable (at least among us Target dwellers). I still wear those sometimes...)
8 comments:
I'm glad you're in NY and facing life. It might be the suck sometimes, but it's bound to get better.
I miss you thousands of bunches. And I love that pic because you look... a bit happy.
Smooches.
Sounds like you made the right choice. Cute picture!
Are you back? Are you back? Huh?huh?huh? Or is this just a tantalizing teaser....?
Good to read your voice again.
Welcome home. We missed you.
Once you decide to stay and fight, then you are no longer stuck... you are active and making choices. That's the good stuff, even if it doesn't feel like it.
Glad to hear from you again. Be well.
You are quite adorable. Welcome back.
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